Pt 1. of My Miniseries- the Mental & Emotional Rollercoaster ride of breaking free from a Narcissist's hold on my Soul, which eventually led me to a Spiritual Breakthrough (aka a Tower moment)
Agree 100 with Elliot' statement. You went through much trauma with this narc (understatement) and you told the story as if your readers were witnessing it. Way to explain in such detail but also to transmute it. That quote about forgiveness is 100. Sometimes you don't get closure and you have to be good with that. But if forgiveness is there, you don't need closure. At that point If closure ever comes it's just the cherry on top. I'm glad you made it through and you are here.
Thank U Hun, I Appreciate your Perspective & Understanding🥰🥰 My main goal in publishing these is helping someone else, at the very least, to know they're not crazy- lord knows I truly felt like I had lost my mind completely numerous times while he was still around & even moreso during my journey to healing all of the battle wounds inside my head. At best case maybe someone reads this & it sparks them getting themselves out of a fkd up situation💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
And it should have been something that turned into comedy- considering "my man" called me a Bitch & I didn't light his ass up, I chose humor instead🤷🏽♀️🤷🏽♀️
Far too many of us have hun, that's why I'm starting Open conversations about this- We Don't heal from what we don't face😞😞 Im so sorry U know what this feels like- it's a horrible experience- But I Am Thankful to Get to Know U- U Won That Battle Babes!! U are Here & U are Healthy & Beautiful- And That's What Matters- THEY COULDN'T BREAK US!!🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Been there with my ex. Ironically my current husband was my boyfriend in high school and we were reunited after 35 years apart since our sweetheart days. I have no narcissistic issues with him! He really is the true love of my life.
I pray that your healing process continues. Blessings to you ✨💜✨
Been there as well! Thank you for allowing me to know I’m not alone. Ever been chased with a shotgun and scared until you realize it’s too much and you stand up and face the abuser and laugh and just say “ go ahead, kill me” ?!? How I survived - well it’s flight or fight. You write so eloquently. God Bless You 🙏🏻
Thank U for the compliment, I honestly never thought of my writing as eloquent🥰🥰 I can't say I've had that experience, no- due in part to never believing I would see my 16th bday, I never feared death having been on it's doorstep via my "father's" hands more times in my first 12yrs than I can keep count, Im just not the running type (don't misunderstand- Im not in any way knocking anyone who does or can- Im simply saying I would've had your final reaction right from the beginning). One of the primary reasons I've been called a "Crazy Bitch" by most would be abusers. Im very happy to have the ability to get to know u, in that they didn't pull that trigger🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Thank you for sharing Reina - you’re giving voice and words to experiences too many of us have been through, and many have been silenced by shame.
I gave almost as good as I got too in these showdowns with my ex. You reminded me that I was a fighter even in those scenarios. Abusers can’t stand people who will fight back and hold their ground
I remembered u speaking about how long it took u to be able to show your face on camera even after the scars had healed, just because u could still see them- I've never had an issue speaking about these experiences with ppl I know or even in 1 on 1 conversations (like while working in the Homeless system- to clients), but to really open up & put it out here publicly.... I know exactly what u were talking about on your YT- its not easy to strip down to nothing & Bare your Soul for the whole world to witness- but its because of the responses that I've received, is why I know this is one of my missions here. And I know U fought back, I can see it in U that U Are a Warrior🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
I hear you. I’ve never had an issue being transparent personally, but doing it publicly really took me a lot of perseverance and shadow work. I’m so grateful that you’re here sharing your story too. It must be part of your mission. Many people will never feel comfortable publicly sharing their story, and reading about others who have triumphed over similar circumstances brings validation and hope. And thank you for seeing the warrior in me too - I am your reflection 🤗🤗🤗🤗
Thank U for being in my corner, even without having met in the 3D🥰🥰 I Appreciate U💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Believe me- I Feel It🤗🤗🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
If Imay offer unasked advice for future reference.
A Tomahawk. Speak softly, calmly and clearly while holding a Tomahawk, most will pay very close attention most respectfully.
Those that don't, you axe them about their issues.
It should save you time, and pain.
Plus, an emotional support axe is much more satisfying than a gun.
Axe, 🪓, the original body spray for women.
Ok that was probably inappropriate.
Which is why I am sure you laughed.
GOD bless you and keep you milady.
You not only survived, you triumphed.
BOUDICCA!
That means, Victory.
If you are unfamiliar with her story,
Check her out. You will appreciate it.
For your Irish parts, Grania, Grace O'Malley.
Rock On!
Ahh My Friend U already know me well, Yes U most definitely had me LMMFAO, Thank U for That🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Agree 100 with Elliot' statement. You went through much trauma with this narc (understatement) and you told the story as if your readers were witnessing it. Way to explain in such detail but also to transmute it. That quote about forgiveness is 100. Sometimes you don't get closure and you have to be good with that. But if forgiveness is there, you don't need closure. At that point If closure ever comes it's just the cherry on top. I'm glad you made it through and you are here.
Thank U Hun, I Appreciate your Perspective & Understanding🥰🥰 My main goal in publishing these is helping someone else, at the very least, to know they're not crazy- lord knows I truly felt like I had lost my mind completely numerous times while he was still around & even moreso during my journey to healing all of the battle wounds inside my head. At best case maybe someone reads this & it sparks them getting themselves out of a fkd up situation💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
If you would have said, "You mama," to me I would have just laughed and proceeded to yo mama jokes. I would most likely win that friendly competition.
😜😜😂😂🤣🤣
And it should have been something that turned into comedy- considering "my man" called me a Bitch & I didn't light his ass up, I chose humor instead🤷🏽♀️🤷🏽♀️
There was slight comedy in your telling cause I chuckled at Summerslam reference.
Glad u caught that, also "Im No Quitter"🤷🏽♀️🤷🏽♀️ was supposed to inject a lil humor
Been there! 😞
Far too many of us have hun, that's why I'm starting Open conversations about this- We Don't heal from what we don't face😞😞 Im so sorry U know what this feels like- it's a horrible experience- But I Am Thankful to Get to Know U- U Won That Battle Babes!! U are Here & U are Healthy & Beautiful- And That's What Matters- THEY COULDN'T BREAK US!!🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Been there with my ex. Ironically my current husband was my boyfriend in high school and we were reunited after 35 years apart since our sweetheart days. I have no narcissistic issues with him! He really is the true love of my life.
I pray that your healing process continues. Blessings to you ✨💜✨
I Am So Very Happy that U have already found your Divine Counterpart!! Ik mine is on his way🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Thank you, it was a miraculous reunion with divine intervention. The person you are waiting for is worth it, 🙏
Most Definitely!! & I can confidently say at this point I Am Too (finally)☺️☺️
✨💖✨
Been there as well! Thank you for allowing me to know I’m not alone. Ever been chased with a shotgun and scared until you realize it’s too much and you stand up and face the abuser and laugh and just say “ go ahead, kill me” ?!? How I survived - well it’s flight or fight. You write so eloquently. God Bless You 🙏🏻
Thank U for the compliment, I honestly never thought of my writing as eloquent🥰🥰 I can't say I've had that experience, no- due in part to never believing I would see my 16th bday, I never feared death having been on it's doorstep via my "father's" hands more times in my first 12yrs than I can keep count, Im just not the running type (don't misunderstand- Im not in any way knocking anyone who does or can- Im simply saying I would've had your final reaction right from the beginning). One of the primary reasons I've been called a "Crazy Bitch" by most would be abusers. Im very happy to have the ability to get to know u, in that they didn't pull that trigger🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
Thank you for sharing Reina - you’re giving voice and words to experiences too many of us have been through, and many have been silenced by shame.
I gave almost as good as I got too in these showdowns with my ex. You reminded me that I was a fighter even in those scenarios. Abusers can’t stand people who will fight back and hold their ground
I remembered u speaking about how long it took u to be able to show your face on camera even after the scars had healed, just because u could still see them- I've never had an issue speaking about these experiences with ppl I know or even in 1 on 1 conversations (like while working in the Homeless system- to clients), but to really open up & put it out here publicly.... I know exactly what u were talking about on your YT- its not easy to strip down to nothing & Bare your Soul for the whole world to witness- but its because of the responses that I've received, is why I know this is one of my missions here. And I know U fought back, I can see it in U that U Are a Warrior🥰🥰💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿
I hear you. I’ve never had an issue being transparent personally, but doing it publicly really took me a lot of perseverance and shadow work. I’m so grateful that you’re here sharing your story too. It must be part of your mission. Many people will never feel comfortable publicly sharing their story, and reading about others who have triumphed over similar circumstances brings validation and hope. And thank you for seeing the warrior in me too - I am your reflection 🤗🤗🤗🤗
Demonstrates such resiliency! ❤️