To 2024, I can say Thank U, wholeheartedly!! A Million lessons learned, then verified, so we know I don't need to Repeat Any of those Lessons, again!! The final test of the year was to ensure I did in fact learn how to cut the feedline from a female Narcissist immediately. I did shut down communication with that last one, for the completely overt gaslighting attempt, with her statement of: “Nope thst was not me”
For those of U who didn't already know, when someone U are dealing with pulls that shit right there (U know U had a specific topic discussed with them thru multiple conversations & then they attempt to act as if U imagined the whole thing), Make No Mistake!! THAT IS GASLIGHTING~ U ARE DEALING WITH A NARCISSIST!! Cut All Ties & Get Away From Them ASAP!! For your own Health & Well Being!!
That one statement told me that absolutely everything I have dealt with since December 5th, she knew full well, 1. What was going on, and 2. She was responsible for All of her Actions as she was Not ignorant to Any of the issues.
At the receipt of that message I immediately kicked into action & did Not continue any communication in regards to that subject. I also limited any communication to necessity Only. This was the Absolute Only communication taking place with her after that text:
I made absolute sure to snap pix of the entire inside and outside of the RV after packing and cleaning, just prior to and upon my leaving. I did this because I already know that female is a liar and I'm covering my ass to ensure she has no means of attempting to damage my reputation or life in any way. As I passed the front of her house, one of the Collies (there's at least 3, possibly 4 full size Collies in a small 2 story 1 family house, where they spend the vast majority of their lives, instead of outside running around free on the 10 or 11 acre property!!) was in the backyard and started barking because my suitcase was making noise on the gravel. She screeched at the dog, SHUTUP!! & I heard a door slam. I continued down the long driveway to my ride at the other end, and told my driver “U are a sight for sore Eyes” with a great big smile on my face. A few minutes later I looked at my phone and saw that last text. I never responded because that was a last ditch attempt to engage my energy. I don't Feed Narcissists!!
I was capable of getting transportation back to Jacksonville, too late in the day to catch any train going south, but my last farm host drove up to Jacksonville and brought me back to my (adopted) Family farm. I arrived yesterday afternoon & was greeted by Loving Humans and critters with open arms (& paws). MayMay the older of the 2 Australian Shepherds was quite happy to see me & couldn't get enough of my affection, Lili was more reserved as per usual but didn't once bark at me, so we're making progress. After some long detailed conversations yesterday I was given a phone contact for WWOOF, as well as advice on who to contact on behalf of those imprisoned critters to get them some very necessary respite. Around 5pm I was able to take a wonderful, life giving shower!! It had been 26 days since I felt water running from my head down to my toes, washing away any residue left from that demonic location. Around 6pm I sat down for dinner with My Peoples, a frittata with cherry tomatoes, spinach, onions, cheese, & turkey sausage (kielbasa style) & I felt like a true Queen once again. Sharing a hot phenomenal meal with loving humans, great conversation, after getting completely clean is one of the best experiences to have. It really is the simple things that mean the most in life.
I awoke this rising to a message from another Beautiful Queen on my phone, and the very 1st “in person” greeting I received for 2025 was from my lil buddy
Happy to see, he's still hangin around!! I made my lil cup of coffee and had a lil chunk of Real Gouda to enjoy with it. And I know Absolutely Beyond Any Shadow of Doubt- 2025 true to being a 9 year is ending All of the old paradigms, and ringing in Pure Blessings to begin the 2nd Half of Life. How appropriate that this is also the year I turn 50 according to the calendar.
And this message Right Here IS Confirmation on Everything just experienced:
As well as Queen👑👑 Demi’s
message yesterday:Every single channel who I am connected with has been confirming every step of my path lately and I am so Very Greatful and Appreciative for Each and Every Loving Compassionate Connection I have Made in & on this Journey. I can truthfully say I LOVE U ALL!!
Happy, Joyous, Phenomenal, Blessed New Year!!
🥰🥰👑👑💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿🌴🌴
What an amazingly fabulous way to start this New Year Queenie!!! I'm so proud of you and so happy for you. You deserve to be treated with love and compassion as you put so much out there. Enjoy, exhale, savor every moment and good on ya for caring about those critters who deserve to be treated the same way. Much love always!!!! xoxox
Love you and Happy 2025! Don't change a thing about you babe.
PS Maybe you can check out one of the Jersey farms come spring. XOXO