As I was getting ready to lay down for the nite, a thought occurred in my head. Not really a thought the way most people think of them, this wasn't silent. Someone was speaking, “Time to make some changes” definitively. I smile to myself, I somehow allowed myself to get too comfortable & seemingly forgot what the journey is. Yes, it’s that time again. I got complacent in the peacefulness I found just spending time with the animals. Source started pushing cuz I was getting lazy, slowly everything, every aspect of this situation has become uncomfortable. I’m supposed to be here long enough to learn & then move on when I've gained the education I can from this farm. I've learned everything they are going to teach me here. It's time to go. My end date was set when they accepted my request but I started slackin and got stagnant. I just now realized, I don't even get outta bed with the same energy as just 2 weeks ago. And I started really running downhill right about the same time realization was setting in that nobody here truly gives a fuck about anything other than appearances. They're all so busy tryna kiss other people's asses, so as not to get a bad review. Then the conversation I had with Demi
about the 2 types of NPCs occurred based on a conversation I had with one of the Hosts, her being the 2nd type (the one that baffles the fuck outta me). That conversation was featured in This weeks Scroll which U can read for yourself (& I highly recommend U do if U haven't already). I've been getting the consistent message “It's time to move on” & even regarding being stagnated by someone else’s energy for ulterior motives. Also connected to “having learned all I can from this relationship.” Several things play into my lack of listening, or more precisely, a muffled listening. It's not that I don't hear the messages, It's also not that I’m ignoring them. First & foremost, I’m hardheaded & always determined to “make shit work correctly” hell I get so wrapped up in always trying to fix everything that I forget what the hell I came here for in the 1st place. I’m always willing to see the potential in Everything, especially where animals & babies are concerned. I've battled to fix the quail coop, then while it was supposed to be a “we” thing, I battled scorching sun & sweat in my eyes for 2 hours, to fix the coop by mydamnself, without proper tools or supplies!! Yet somehow, with All the work I've done, without pix & vids, U wouldn't even be able to tell that I did shit for this place. That's where I start to feel like nobody else gives a fuck. They're all too busy being busy & complaining about being here on the farm- it's yet another energy drain. It's a bad setup when I care too much, and nobody else cares enough. So Yes 100% It's Time for Changes!!Then I lay down, Im listening to one of my favorite Readers again (this time my Moon sign) and I had to stop listening to write this, after I finished laughing.
“A Resistance to Change is a Resistance to Life Itself. Open Your Heart & Mind to New Beginnings”
And there U have it folks!! It's All connected, We are All connected!! From
message I opened to this a.m.To Demi
message I read nextAnd another piece I read by
To speaking with multiple friends from all over who are each in their own way going thru some shit right now, and each of my peoples who showed up for me earlier today- We Are All In This Together, We Are All Connected!! Hell that message right there was even a theme in
piece a few days ago,So I just wanna clise this by taking a minute to say, Yes I'm Ready for the Next phase/chapter/step (whichever is most appropriate)- HA the Next Move!! And I Also wanna take a minute to say a very sincere heartfelt Thank U with Mad Love & Appreciation for All Y'All that showed up for Me, regardless of what U got goin on or U happen to be goin thru:
and Susan Blais. Always Remember No Matter how shit looks on the surface, U have to have Everything Fall Apart so that the puzzle pieces fit together better. So let it Go, empty hands are what U need to catch your next Blessing🥰🥰👑👑💜💜☯️☯️🧿🧿🌴🌴
I read your post and just "listened" to it. I have been noticing that a lot of pressure is building within me, in the media, with friends, and lots of intensely targeted messages, good and bad. That's it.
I woke up to your new message Reina and I am so glad that you heard the voice saying it is time to move on. If you want me to do a card reading for you, just ask. In the meantime, sending you love and the energy needed to see the last couple of weeks out. Your words at the end of the message struck home. I too need to let things go so the blessings can land. Thank you, Reina.✨