Displacement & Finding Your Way Back (pt 2)
My journey prompted by the powers that shouldn't be & their grand scale human lab experiment... **Triggering Topics (i.e. Death, O.D.)**
After writing the first chapter of this story, I remembered a few interesting events, from conversations in the comments section. Seeing as how these are further back in the timeline than where I left off, I’m hitting rewind on the proverbial tape recorder, so I can fill U in before continuing on from the beginning of March 2022.
**💥Also I want to make it perfectly clear- I’m paywalling this part of the story, due to some very triggering topics which I do NOT want someone stumbling accross, & potentially having a problem. {These: Death, Drugs, O.D. are those Topics} Tho this would quite honestly be due to them ignoring this warning, I still feel a sense of responsibility to let people know what they're getting into. I think with a Paywall it will be a more noticeable warning as it won't be accessible to everyone, instead only paid subscribers.💥**
In the Summer of 2020 thru the fall, I continued working as a Home Health Aide. Being that I don't drive, I instead take the city bus traveling to & from work in my clients homes, in full Nursing scrubs uniforms. True to my life’s experiences, I caught hell from every side. On the 1 hand since I refused to be a “(the)science” experiment for the powers that SHOULDN'T be, & refused to divulge any of my medical information to anyone who was Not my medical care provider because umm… HIPAA!! this of course created constant job security issues whether from company or clients. On the other hand, I was a target for the “Crazies” who actually had the same beliefs I had but because they saw me wearing my work uniforms, I was automatically, One of THEM, U know the Enemy, part of the Establishment. I'd get on the bus after a 6 or 10 hour shift of being on my feet busting my ass in the heat all day, to random strangers believing they had every right to scream threats & obscenities at me as if I had just murdered one of their loved ones before their very eyes. It's kind of strange tho that these same people, would pull an immediate “U”ee the second they realized that I didn't react at all to their threats, not a flinch, no movement whatsoever, except to stare them blankly right in the eyes. Occasionally, depending on my mood I might even smile at them, just for funzees. I've never really been the type of person to bother getting into screaming matches with anyone, because if I let myself get that far out of control & they get within an arms length of me, I’m going to end up hitting them. I've worked my ass off my entire life specifically to not be that person so I do everything I can to control the situation.